Jan
31
2012

The Vomit Zone

by hillarybiscay

Let’s have a training update, shall we? It has been awhile, I know, but if I gave you the play-by-play of my day, every day, it would look like I just copied and pasted the same day here, over and over . . . groundhog day. This is good, though; I am just working away, putting one deposit after another in the bank for a big race season. I know that the more steps forward that I can take in the next few months, the more I can race this summer.

edith morning swim

I picture this “bank account” each day to motivate my in my training. I know that the bigger a balance I can accrue during these few months, the more withdrawals I can make come race season. To this extent, I have been spending a lot of time on the verge of vomiting in training. This feeling seems to be the theme of this winter: short and hard, short and hard, short and hard. I have been spending lots of time like this on the bike.

One of my favorite training partners here in Tucson, Leanda Cave (who, sadly, is not here this winter), had a set of a relatively small number of 1-minute efforts on the bike that she would do often. She would always tell me about how she was fearing the session—how much it would hurt.

I didn’t get it. I could not imagine why someone would be scared of one-minute efforts on the bike; how much could one really hurt oneself in one minute?! I always told Leanda that this was one of the many differences between us as athletes (one of the million reasons she was in a different zip code, that is!): “I just could not make myself hurt like that in a minute—I just don’t have that gear.”

Or so I thought, until the past few weeks. It took some months of practice, but I now am spending quality time nearly every second day in what I will call the vomit zone. This means literally pushing myself on the bike or run til I feel like I am hyperventilating, about to throw up, and cannot see because my head is spinning and my eyes are watering from the effort. I actually intentionally do my hard hill efforts on the bike on a quiet, dead-end road at a resort because I don’t trust myself on the open road to ride straight or have my wits about me when I have to make a u-turn at the top of each repeat. It’s that bad.

But what is cool is that I can see the work working. Riding with the GCM is more fun than ever because I can finally keep up on the annoying, short, steep hills that I have never been able to avoid getting dropped on before. My legs used to shut down every time I got up to about 220 watts as they almost never went there; now they don’t even notice because it’s nothing compared to what we’ve been putting them through on interval days.

Back to it! 2 down, 2 to go today . . .

{ 11 comments… read them below or add one }

Bre January 31, 2012 at 12:23 pm

All I want to do is dive through my computer into that outdoor pool of quiet peaceful happiness…outdoor, empty, lane ropes- life doesn’t get much better than a swim like that (unless it was a 50m long course pool then it would be perfect!)

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hillarybiscay January 31, 2012 at 8:38 pm

that was our pool this AM when we arrived–VERY unusual for it to be that empty, but i think people have been deterred by our “cold” mornings. :) we’ll take it!

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Jordan January 31, 2012 at 1:18 pm

Hell yeah… that’s what I like to hear! I’ve been in a similar zip code after focusing on Ironman for a few years… now my bike training is focused on spending a lot of time above 200w… like your legs, mine used to protest much above 200w (even though they can go 190w all day). Thankfully, like you, I have a CCM for a husband (Californian Cycling Machine) so he keeps me honest!

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Damie January 31, 2012 at 3:12 pm

awesome! I definitely have trouble with that as well- I am way better at managing a lot of work over a lot of time. Throwing up in practice? Who does that? Ha ha!!!! I still have to really push to reach that zone, and I need lotsa work. Keep it up!

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lucy francis January 31, 2012 at 3:38 pm

That sounds like our saturday club training session and yes I always get dropped on the uphills of which there are 2. Being a multilap course, at some point during the session I get lapped my the LDCMs (i.e: london dynamo cycling machines!).
Don’t be afraid of the vomit Hills. Keep going.
And I want that pool too – It’s outdoors!

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marian January 31, 2012 at 6:14 pm

that pool is the most wonderful, inviting image!

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lindsay January 31, 2012 at 7:59 pm

ahh you are so right. We think of it as the bank account too. Such a mind thing! Keep it going, race season is upon us!!.

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Heather February 1, 2012 at 9:43 am

Do you think it’s a mental or physical (or combo of both) hurdle that needs to be overcome to reach the vomit zone?

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hillarybiscay February 1, 2012 at 7:10 pm

great question heather! i think it is a combo of both. physically, i think we can “practice”/train ourselves to tap into gears of higher and higher intensity. then, mentally, at least for me, i have to overcome some a sort of hurdle every session that i have to go to that place again (especially when the memory of the suffering is very recent).

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julie February 1, 2012 at 5:31 pm

I have noticed the more i read of your blog how bloomin’ hard you are on yourself! Is this a motivational tool? You work damn hard all the time and still have a go at yourself that you’re not doing enough, i have come to realise that im doing the best i can and am happy with that! be proud hillary you’re awesome :)

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hillarybiscay February 1, 2012 at 7:11 pm

haaa thank you julie! motivational tool: yes. never want to get too satisfied or i might get lazy! :)

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